I have a feeling I am going to regret my previous post. That's a little too...raw. A little too visible. I may delete it later, or at least remove it from public view.
My friend has declared that this year is her year, and she is killing it. She is strong and brave and motivated, and I envy her. I am treading water, a bit fearful of...everything. Change scares the holy crap out of me. I am not an adventurous soul all of the time. I am happy to go adventuring when I have a stable base from which to leave and return, but I don't seem to have that base at the moment. I am the one who creates that base, so what is my problem? Who is this fearful woman who has taken the place of the badass I used to be? I don't like her. I want the badass back.